Is this how longing feels like?

I am in a state between depression, sadness, longing, madness. Everything bottled up in one and are felt at the same time.

I miss someone so badly. Someone who calls me 'weirdo' and 'geek' ever so often.

Someone who finds my likes and dislikes fascinating.

Someone who thinks that I am oblivious to who I am as a person, but yet still finds me attractive knowing that I am just that.

Someone who thinks that the word 'geek' and 'hot' can go hand in hand.

In me missing, I realised that sometimes the things that you don't have, are the things that you long for.....

I wish that someone the best in life, and I pray that fate brings me closer to that someone in the future.

For the time being, I am blessed having the people that I love and sayang around me.......

The one person that I can't live without.......

where I can just be me around him...

My favourite mistake

my critic

Always and always.......

I can't also live without my family.... My life

Who made me who I am today.......

P/s: Geek...... If only time was on our side!!