Entry No. 30

This is my entry no. 30. How cool is that? Not that it's a cause for celebration, but knowing the fact that I still keep my blog running until now is truly an achievement.

Yesterday I had a conversation with P about me wanting a notebook to write down things that occur for the day in order for me to write later. I also think that a notebook would be a good idea since most of the idea that I get about stuffs to write in here would always come suddenly and without warning, at odd times and odd places (hence never in front of the computer).

So this morning as I was heading my way to Court, I was jotting down the one thing that I have to write in here :

My protein shake is so darn yummy!!

Had decided to actually drink protein shake so that my gastric won't go berserk like the one experienced 3 days backs. Was literally bedridden for 2 days, and at the time the only thing i could think of was :

No more laksa!! (cos the episode started after a bowl of laksa at Uncle Lim's)
I miss him
I need him
I hate him
I wanna forget him
Did he forget about me?
Heck I don't wanna be overstraining myself with rpm classes

So yeah, that was how the protein shake routine started off (besides me wanting to lose weight and using protein shake as a meal replacement when feeling ravenous).

P's gone for the weekend. Off to A'Famosa Resort for some team building shit. Doesn't matter. I know he loves me, and the feeling's mutual.

D chatted with me for awhile today, and during that brief moment, my decision in wanting to just forget about him dissappeared. Evaporated into thin air. Like, who am I kidding, right??

Am loving ne-yo's new song, 'go on girl'. It's fab!!