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Today is Sunday, 20th April 2008.

Wow! Been that long since the last post, huh?

Where shall i begin? Loads of things happening between now and the last post. In case all of you were wondering what happened to me, I would first like to apologise for my absentism, or rather, my lackness in writing.

As I said before, the reason is always because, there was nothing to write about. Simple. Short. Sweet.

To compensate my lack of enthusiasm in making this blog active, and also my laziness, i shall try to summarise everything that had happened between 24-3-2008 until today. And bear in mind by that, I mean just writing those which are important and significant that had happened. Not some random thingy that I just decide to write because there's nothing interesting to write, hahaha...

Ehem... Here goes...

29-3-2008

Saturday. Was a bit pissy cos me and P had made plans to go to Penang for the weekend. But turned out that P had to attend this 'Blue Ocean Strategy' Seminar at his office. Bummer, right? I wanted to pout and throw a tantrum, and scream and shout for having to cancel our weekend excursion. But as usual, my 'good girlfriend' mode always takes the best out of me. I hated that sometimes you know... Wanting something but ending up being the over compensating person in the relationship. Hated it.

So we ended up just spending the rest of the day (after his stupid seminar) at Pyramid. Window shop, and had dinner at Zen, this Japanese restaurant I was dying to try out. The food was really good. Definitely will make another visit there. (Sorry folks, no pics whatsoever as I didn't bring my camera, and...ermm.... i felt fat, hahaha!)

Was home by 9ish. All in all it was a really short excursion. just 3 hours but wtf, what else is there to do when you are in a 4 year relationship with ur honey, right? It's like, most of the exciting stuff that you wanna do together, you'll be saying, 'Been there, done that!'. Duhhhhh..... So you end up doing the usual 'wtf this is so lame but there's nothing better to do' stuff, like going to the movies. And EAT! Eat here, eat there. Breakfast. Brunch. Lunch. Tea. Snacks. Dinner. Supper. You name it, we'd done it!

Hmmmm....... No wonder la so 'montok' already wtf....

30-3-2008

Sunday. Woke up early as usual even though it's a weekend (I'm a moring person la...Can't do anything about it). But this time i have the luxury of being a stinkin' babe, by not showering til noon! Heheh.

Went for a manicure and pedicure at 1ish. Went to see P at 4ish. Funny, I totally wanted to cancel my outing with him that day since seeing the result of us meeting was us ending up eating and turning me into a fatso, but decided to meet him after all. You know why? Cos I sayang him, that's why!

So yeah, we wnet out after all that day. Picked him up at his place. He was smartly dressed, with his blue British India shirt (wtf?), and he shaved!(wtf?).

Me : Hello bucuk! You look really nice today. How come aa??

Him : Erm... nothing. Just decided to wear nice clothes now on when meeting you...

Me : Oh (looking at him suspiciously).... Ok. Hmmm... You even shaved, baby!! (whilst touching his smooth cheek)

Him : (Grinning) erm... yeah.

Me : (still looking at him suspiciously)

So off we went to Bangsar, and ended up at Bangsar Village II. Had Haagen-Dazs (see! I told you!wtf), and bought some fruits at the pasar malam. Suddenly remembered Amy, and all those pasar malam excursions that she and I had when P was stationed in Penang for work. Missed her company.

Was about 8ish when we decided that we had enough of the pasar malam, so I told P that we should get back home. As we were walking towards the car..

Me : P, I don't feel like going home just yet.

Him : Ok. Let's put the fruits in the car, and we can go somewhere for drinks.

Me : Yeay! okie....

So off we went to put the fruits, and headed ourselves to Starbucks. Ordered myself a green tea frappucino, while he ordered a caramel frappucino for himself. Took the seat at a corner, and we chatted unimportant stuff for about 15 minutes. Thereafter remembered that we had postponed our Penang trip to next weekend, so me, being the most exciting person between the two when it comes to trips, started to write things that we wanna do whilst in penang on one of the recycled Starbucks serviette paper. Midway in me writing, P squeezed my hand...

Him : Do you like going for trips with me?

Me : (while still writing on the serviette and not looking up to him) Yes baby. Of course I do.

Him : Really?

Me : Yes darling. I love going places with you. But it's so hard since we have to make up stories to our parents in order for us to do that. You know what I mean, right?

Him : (Nodded his head)

Are you happy with me?

Me : I am happy with you..

Him : Do you love me?

Me : yes baby. I love you.. (at this point, I started to feel weird with his 21 questions. So i squeezed his hand to show him how much he means to me)

Him : Are you really happy with me?

Me : (Now looking at him suspiciously again) Yes baby... I am happy with you. Happy,happy sangat....

Him : Do you love me?

Me : P! I love you. I love you so much. I adore you. You know that right?

Him : (nodded his head, while squeezing my hand tight, and staring at me)

Me : (now feeling awkward) Erm.... Are you happy with me baby?

Him : (smiled and nodded)

Me : Do you love me? (ok. I was just asking him back all the questions cos i don't know wtf to do!)

Him : (smiled and nodded again). Yes! I love you so much!

Me : Ok, cool! (smiled and continued writing)

Him : You know what we can do to solve our problem when it comes to going away together for holidays?

Me : What? Us not going for holidays at all? (I scoffed, and giving him the look at the same time)

Him : No.

Me : Then what?

Him : If we were to get married.

Me : (suddenly turned wide-eyed) Are you serious p?

Him : Yes (smiling). I love you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?

Me : (Now teary-eyed but have to control macho cos i am in the middle of starbucks wtf!)

P? Are you joking? Don't do this. This is no laughing matter ok...

Him : I wanna marry you. Will you marry me?

Me : yes! YES! Of course I'll marry you!

[Note : At the time when he proposed, I was wearing this hamsap t-shirt, my black granny skirt, and selipar jamban! so chic, huh? Of all the days that he decided to propose, he decided to do it when I was not at my best appearance, haiya!]

He then went on to say that Istana Hotel is free on 8.8.08 (later found out it was not Istana, but Crowne Plaza Mutiara) and he wanted to get engaged in April and get married in August. I told him (under my shortness of breath as i was excited like crazy) that it's not possible as my sister's getting engaged in May, and my mum will freak out to know that she need to prepare another engagement ceremony for me in short of a time.

He told me that I should get back and discuss with my parents about it. I excitedly agreed, and sent him home.

In the car, he took out this gold ring. I was so happy, but told him that righfully his parents should come over and meet my parents, and only then the ring will be given to me.

Went home, told my family about it. Mum was the happiest. I slept that night with a smile.

OOooOOh.. realised that this entry is really long. Think I'll stop here, and write the rest again tomorrow.

Till then. Till then.....